Letter for A Perfectionist

Dear Perfectionist,

I've been thinking for so long to reopen a blog and finally, today I launch my blogger life again.Perhaps, it would be different with the previous since the previous is almost talking about my past so I would like to emphasize on my future in this brand new blog.

Perfectionist, a word that doesn't really sound like me but why?In fact, I hope I would like to be an achiever rather than perfectionist but my odd, perhaps it would bring me to the prefect one.Simple life, is something I always emphasize but challenges never bring one person to a simple life, as well as normal life.

I am an adventurer, trying to beyond the boundaries every single moment.In additional, I could not deny that I am a sentimental and emotional person compared to others.Song, like an orchestra, like a conductor, deeply control my emotional, bring me down when review about my past, bring me confident when trying to start something new, bring me some mixture emotion when I am with my friends, colleagues, even sometimes with my parents.

Time, perhaps he could cure me from my pain and he did, with more painful things to cover the previous one.Dear perfectionist, what makes him stand there for so long is that sometimes, he sees nothing, hears nothing and pretend everything is fine.The most amazing moment the perfectionist faced is that he tried to be perfect(good doesn't define him), he made his weaknesses became the proudest,  he took his agony as a lesson, he choose the road have not taken and the last thing was, he believe in faith, miracle is something he knew it is going to be happened in the future.

Sincerely,
Mortal outside the mirror

“You must learn some of my philosophy. Think only of the past as its remembrance gives you pleasure.” 
― Jane Austen, Pride and Prejudice