I am supposed to finish any of my assignments tonight but in fact I am way too busy in doing other things and it is totally distracted. This is a night to muse perhaps and finally I have something on mind to write and share. Thus, there is something I am fortunate enough to share, it's my balance. I found my balance in life.
As I mentioned in this blog, I am so eager to change and improve myself to become a perfectionist as I am trying to tell the whole world that perfect is existed. Well, if I think through this goal setting again, it was like how innocent I can be and this is hilarious. And I would said this goal setting is way too selfish but now, I have another goal, it is not only about me, but about others.
I am so grateful that I am being in love with people around me and this was the first time I think there is someone that lead me to learn how to love someone and how to love myself. I am an introvert, I seldom start any conversation, but I feel right being around my friends. Surprisingly, I am getting annoyed when it goes to someone I like and reliable. I start to send bunch of messages, try to stalk, know where are they and well, become a really psycho person.
Listening to song and writing something you are thinking now is so precious although it might took out some of the time. I am really appreciate those precious moment although I know there is something I cannot really tell here. ( Perhaps those people know what I meant)
Perhaps good things go last if you appreciate. This is a night with a lot of gratitude and happiness, I hope there is no tomorrow as I gonna live forever in this night.
-To the world, you may be one person, but to one person you are the world.-