What if studying is part of your interest, what's the reason that makes you hate the assignments that much? We always like to say what if, have you ever think about if we keep saying what if, how about if you don't live out of your life? Then you will probably live with "if", you will never live with your life. I'd rather have a life of "oh wells" than a life of "what if's".
Someone told me that the glass is not fragile, with super pack particles inside the glass until it's strong enough to stand a pressure. In hand, it's tough enough that makes the glass is so fragile, it can't be added any particles anymore, that's why it's easier to be broken. I would say that, tough people sometimes don't mean to be tough when they reach a certain situation.
Word, as sharp as a dagger, small but still, it's painful and hurt! Think about that, sometimes we can't control people to stop talking about you. Just a reminder, don't EVER tell anyone about your secret, sometimes it might be the most REGRETFUL things that might happened in your life.
Sometimes people like to laugh at your weaknesses, but they don't feel the sense of offended because sometimes people don't know how far you have been gone through from your life. They can be forgiven because they are not mean to be, they don't know what you are experiencing.
Pardon a person who like to insult you, bear in mind that they are just make you a better person. Take the criticize that has been appeared in your life as a challenge to go far, insult as a sense of emotional control and last, remember everything that happened in life, I believe karma is still existed. Peace for your life, take anything to make you more stronger.
"Scar tissue is stronger than regular tissue. Realize the strength, move on." - Henry Rollins